We got approved for the loan

We got approved for the loan on the land & manufactured home. We NEED the space but I'm not looking forward to moving....again. Packing, flinging & donating won't be much fun with two little ones. If I would have been following FLYlady the whole time then I'd have much less to fling & donate. So far I have found a new home for the cradle that needs repair (that DH will never get around to fixing) as well as the metal lawn furniture from the 1970's that my MIL gave to us when we moved. They will be out of our house by the end of the week. We have already deceided that whatever we can't find new homes for we will donate. I hope Freecycle works as well as people say it does!

As for routines, I completed my morning & afternoon routines today. My evening routine was completed with the exception of one thing & my before bed routine will be completed as soon as I finish this entry. For me unwinding means journaling, either on the computer or paper, reading a book or watching a show on TV. The water is on the computer desk nearly gone.

As far as weight loss goes...DH sabotaged me this week. He brought home Lemon cookies, Little Ceasears Pizza, Ice cream, potato chips & soda pop. I love him but sometimes I think he WANTS to keep me fat. He met me fat. He loves me fat & HE is fat. He has told me he is afraid that if I lose weight I will leave him for somebody else. What do I have to do to reassure him this isn't the case. I have a wonderful (most of the time) DH that loves me, loves our children, is great father & works his rear off to allow me to be a SAHM! His ex fiance left him on Christmas Eve years ago after she lost something like 50 pounds. I guess all I can do is lose the weight & NOT leave him. Silly man. I won't be sabotaged this week though. I ate ALL of the lemon cookies so there are no more in the house. I ate ONE piece of pizza instead of 4 or 5 like usual. My late night snack was a small banana instead of chips, cookies or ice cream. I have a LONG way to go, but I'm taking things one step at a time. I REFUSE to beat myself up about giving in to temptation. I just have to pick myself up & climb back on the road to regaining my health. I was BAD today....eating all of those cookies & drinking 32 oz of soda. A couple of weeks ago I was drinking 96 oz of soda....so there is improvement with that already.

I'm yawning finally & I still need to make the bottle for "C" & stick it in the fridge. After all she is quite the impatient little princess.